“Sometimes, I think about it as sin but the feelings never leave me, I still want more”…
Sometimes, you are not the only one thinking about it that way, these lines I have always tried to delete from my memory note but nay, it is exactly how I feel.
After every cold shower, I will normally put on my silky nightwear and slip under my duvet after which the next thing I hear is the sound of moving vehicles in the morning. That day was different, he called me up just to drop a copy of his wedding invitation.
The rapid knock on my wooden door got me running from the bathroom without being conscious of my almost revealing nightie…, “oh! ____, you got me scared” was the last sentence I could remember.
That night and nights after has always been with ____, swimming at the same pace in our own sweat, he plugs in and out of me leaving me with the desire for more. Sometimes I think of it as a sin but the feelings never leave me, I want more….
Even though it is just two days to his wedding, I still want more. My little secret though.